Chapter 1ishThe sound, it came first. All of my other senses were numb except my hearing, and what I heard… I don't know… By comparison, all other sounds I had heard before could have been white noise. This… sound wasn't really just a sound, even though I heard it first. I began to feel it.Chapter 1ish by cogitoamosum
The feeling was hard to describe. It was like if you had sunshine trailing throughout your veins, warming your heart, your muscles, and your skin, until you can't tell the difference between you and the space around, as if the sun became you.
I could feel my chest fill with sunshine as I breathed in. With every beat of my heart, the warmth spread and spread until my cheeks felt like a cozy Christmas fire, and finally the sun snaked its wayward up into those desperately devoid thoughts of mine.
My thoughts… were no longer my thoughts. There was no 'me', because it was just a unbridled gushing river of consciousness focused on simply being. There was no master conception of thought or no singular entity controlli